My Sweet Chloe Belle,
Yesterday, you didn't take a nap and by 7:00 pm you were on your last leg. You cried and cried over a horse picture that Camdyn colored and you wanted. I told myself to be patient with you because you are only 2...and then I realized that tomorrow you would be 3. So, I took you upstairs and we sat in the rocking chair and I replayed your birthday in my mind as we rocked for what will probably be one of the last times. After 5 minutes or so, you asked me to stand up because you wanted to rest your head on my shoulder, so I did. I stood there with you in the fading evening light of your bedroom and we slowly turned circles until you were fast asleep. I laid you down and kissed your puffy cheeks good night. And as I shut the door to your room I thought "this will be the last time I ever lay my 2 year old to bed, we will never have another 2 year old."
This morning I went to wake you and you were not in your bed. I was alarmed for a minute and then figured you had to be upstairs somewhere. I found you fast asleep nestled against your sister. How sweet that in the night when you are looking for a body to curl up against, you now choose her bed over mine.
And today you are 3! Full of spunk and spitfire and solid sweetness just like the day you were born.
What I wish for you this upcoming year is that you continue finding words for your emotions and gentleness in your hands. I hope you feel loved and safe and secure, always. I hope that you and your sissy develop a steadfast friendship, which I can tell is already forming. My wish for you is that you keep that fire in your belly that makes you stand up for yourself and others. I hope you always speak your mind and that you demand only the best for yourself. I hope my weaknesses are your strengths.
Happy 3rd birthday sweet girl.
Love you Forever & Always,
To Every Parent With a Spirited Child
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